Saturday, 10 March 2012

'Your home is your canvas...'

My resolve for this year, was to channel as many of my emotions (and for those who know me - I have a lot) into something. 
The arts have never been a main focus in my life, and frankly, I wish I had discovered them sooner. Turning a space into something that defines and characterizes you, can be pretty cool.. and being away from the comforts and securities of home, is such a driving force in achieving this. Although you don't seek the same contentment as you have at home - because let's face it, what is the point in traveling and living abroad in the same manner you always have?? - having your own little place of refuge can provide some much needed solace. 
AND.. after 4 months of sharing a bedroom, I finally have my own!!
From a blackboard wall to vintage vinyl; 
my favorite photos to my idols; 
red boots to perfumes.... 
this is my most-liked space in all of London: because it's mine. 
















Monday, 5 March 2012

Shining light on Good-bye's

Tomorrow morning I head back to my home away from home, London. After an amazing 4 weeks with my family & friends, once again comes the time that can only be classed as the 'shittest' thing in the world - Good-bye.
Although I wouldn't change the decision I have made to go back and carry on traveling down the path I'm on, being with the people you love everyday highlights the very thing you miss the most being away from home. 
Stepping back outside that 'square we live in' can hurt.
*Queue Uncle Nino stage left*
Whenever I am feeling down, or alone, or uncertain, I can always always rely on my uncle to shine a massive beam of light on all the great things in my life, and the person I can be because of them.
And again, today, he didn't fail...

I was given a card from him & my Nonna (as we said good-bye), and inside, small and neat, was the below poem that he had found and written out for me.... (author unknown)

I wanted to share this, 
For loved ones who travel...
 ... and the loved ones at home who watch them go...


As you travel through life there are always those times
When decisions just have to be made
When the choices are hard, solutions seem scarce
And the rain seems to soak your parade

There are some situations where all you can do
Is simply let go and move on
Gather your courage and choose a direction
That carries you towards a new dawn

So pack up your troubles and take a step forward - 
The process of change can be tough...
But think about all the Excitement ahead!!!

There might be adventures you never imagined
Just waiting around the next bend
And wishes and dreams, just about to come true
In ways you can't yet comprehend!

Perhaps you'll find friendships that spring from new things - 
As you challenge your status quo...
And learn there are so many options in life!!!

Perhaps you'll go places you never expected
And see things that you've never seen
Or travel to fabulous faraway worlds
And wonderful spots in-between

Perhaps you'll find warmth and affection and caring
And somebody special who's there
To help you stay centered and listen with interest
To stories and feelings you share

Perhaps you'll find comfort in knowing your family
And friends are supportive of all that you do
And believe that whatever decisions you make
They'll be the right choices for you

So keep putting one foot in front of the other
And taking your life day by day...
There's a brighter tomorrow thats just down the road
Don't look back, you're not going that way.